Control of you by your anger….

February 29, 2008

Hold your anger
Squeeze it tight
Until your hands tremble, throb and go numb
Let the blood stop coursing through them

Release
Let go
Feel them stop trembling
Throbbing numbness dissipating
Warm blood oozing through them

Bringing back the air
Let it in
Feel the promise of a new life

No longer enslaved by your anger
Removing the shackles of other’s mistakes
Captor’s strength dissolving into nothingness
Gaining control of your life back
Saying farewell to unchangeable entities


Truth beneath the surface…

February 29, 2008

Torn and broken apart
Edges jagged and sharp
Cutting at the touch
Driving away connection

Surveying the surface
Dark, Damaged and Dangerous
Eyes viewing the peril

Deepen your gaze
Examine the finer points
Find the beauty in the imperfections
See the frailties

Go beyond exterior façade
Dark gives way to light
Wisdom comes out of damage
Knowledge eradicates danger
Jagged and sharp becomes frayed and yielding
Strength unbinds frailty

Observe the edges now
Floating free
Open to the touch of the breeze
Intertwining ends with another’s
Whole again


Short lived joy!

February 19, 2008

Joy!
My hands in your hands
My lips on your lips
My body on your body
Radiating Happiness

Love!
Words of sweet tenderness and admiration
Lips of gold
Body of heaven
Pure Delight

Change!
Words of distain echoing from your mouth
Mouth once loving and cheerful
Lips cold and unsmiling tainted with your deception
Body yearning for embrace despite sentry
Sheer Sadness

Realization!
Words weaved with such intricacies twisting the truth have made their real truths known
Mouth stills its protests to its unanswered requests
Lip’s warm caress leaving behind the slippery taste of your lies
Body’s desires being drummed away until no trace of face, eyes, lips and hands exist
Status quo


Drink and you will not like the taste..

February 19, 2008

Tasting bitterness in your mouth
After bleeding me dry of all my sweetness
Time and Time again you imbibe of me
Never replenishing
Always taking
Thirst greater than the man
Never stratified with one
Seeks to quench yearnings with others
No regard for feelings of love
Once easily given
Freely and happily bestowed upon you
Lascivious nature has tainted all


For anyone that has left a comment and/or tried to email.

February 18, 2008

My blog is having technical difficulties.  I’m sorry if anyone has left a comment or sent me an email.  I have not received either.  I found out today my blog is deleting the comments and changing my email address.   I’m not happy about it and thinking about changing vendors.  I would love to hear from everyone.  I’m going to try and find an outside program for commenting.  For now you can use my RSS feed, my Del.icio.us  account, Twitter or you can email me at beth@ebob.net   (I tested today and it works.)Thank you to everyone for reading my blog and sorry for the inconvenience.  I will be adding some new stuff to my page soon.  I have written a new poem and I plan I using my webcam for some PG13 blogs.    Get back to me and let me know what you think and of course ideas of things you would like to hear about. 


The Allure of You….

February 11, 2008

My frustrations ring out into the night with no comprehension of the present or past.  Traveling in and out of conscious thinking.  You are in every waking thought, moment, song and dream. Every dark corner of my mind is filled with you.  You move on the edge of my life never leaving and never staying.  Seeping in and spreading your warmth until I am engulfed in your essence.  My adoration for you ventures across all times.  Times that seem to never exist but always exist. Wavering resolve with its own devotion to the past having little consideration of the future.